when in forest of hair arises some questions

Which came first? idea or material? some kind of material has created an idea? but if so, then material could not be just like that, it had to be invented. So initially it was supposed to be an idea. So you can dig deeper and deeper, and these two things will always surpass each other. for example me, i was just an idea in material minds of my parents and after a stormy night of love after nine months i've turned into in material which over the years began to create ideas out of which comes material (sometimes) ha
Or can be idea was physical and visual, and material was judiciously and spiritual? i feel that it was something complete, something one. Like time and existence. Not something that we imagine, but something that cannot be understood just like that. Although in essence, people are exactly same wild combination of contrast and opposites, consists of material (flesh and blood, bacteria...) and mind (but not in the sense mind as the brain, or animal instincts and emotions that i'd rather classify to physical and material. i mean the mind as the highest point of spirituality. soul, spirit, feelings, etc.)But then, by this, we have - material idea and ideological material. Anyway - Like begets like. and if you will learn yourself, then eventually you will find the answer. (btw many important - to know the question)
Be attentive to your thoughts. any idea can be put into reality because if it was not possible, then those ideas never should came to a head. But if something is already there, hence it already exist.
But you know what? Fuck it! Fuck it and never mind. Cuz all this doesn't have a sense if you cannot feel it. and begin to feel it only possible when you love. (oh and more, don't forget about the question - what is love and what this word differs from those descriptions that you relate to it)
hah. this is my shitty formula

Rabbit-universe and delicious Mexicans

two selected legends about the origin of mankind (the book "Encyclopaedia of the relative and absolute knowledge, " Bernard Werber)
 Mexicans. God made a human out of pottery clay and put in the oven. But kept it in the oven too long. On this man came out of oven burnt and  black. God decided that was wrong, threw his creation on earth and hit into Africa. At this God hasn't stopped and made a second man, whom he held in the oven much less time. The man came out of the oven completely white. God again decided that he was wrong. And again he threw man on earth and hit into Europe. For the third time, God intend on carefully to control the degree of readiness their products. He waited until the man will baked as it should, until golden brown. At this time God has been successful. And slowly, very carefully placed a lucky man in America. That's how the Mexicans came.

Sioux. According to the Sioux legend, the man was created by rabbit-universe, who has found on the road a blood clot. Rabbit started playing with this of its paw, and the clot turned into a guts. Rabbit continued amusement, and at the guts have appeared heart, then eyes, and finally got a real little boy, first boy in the world. Rabbit named this first person rabbit -boy. This was the ancestor of the Sioux

holy cats in random flats

Shadows of trees just touched the windows.
Time slowing down in the gray heavy arms
Squares, they are flew in to greet of your person
Taking off dresses from their forearm.
As matches are falling, these random outbreaks
With deepest blue mist, turned shy glance
i giant, born in mouse, is biggest mistakes
i am my pride and i'm my mischance

shit happens

well i finally finished repair in my room and YES, i'm fucking poseur

And again about vodka

little background, about the creation of this video.
I found (I thought so before) a job. and went  for an internship. i had to get up very early (considering that i went to sleep very late). On internship, i stayed only 10 minutes, after which i taken my morning coffee from vending machine and went to stroll. And then i saw them - the fishermen! i've seen them before and they are always amazed me with his style of life but this time i taken a camera and decided that i must share this eighth wonder of the world with all internet users! To be honest i dont understand fishermen! Especially those who are fishing in winter. Especially those who are not catching fish, but just filled with vodka and waiting when ice will fall under its weight. 
Well, as for me it is better to do nothing than to do it. And forgive me fishers of this world!!!!!!!!

Breakfast)))

I have a cough for 5 days. whole my body hurts, but I pumped my masher
yeahhh!! hit the strong!
and now my diet:
Breakfast

 

simple recipe for making Karina's

For this masterpiece of cooking you'll need just two ingredients:

She

blonde, naive, vulnerable, touching, weak, subtle, modest, patient, loyal, a little nervous, shy, gentle, fragile, punctual, sometimes silly, panic-monger, obedient and living according to the rules of the system,

He

 hot brunette, Caucasian man, passionate, jealous, energetic, brash, rough, unruly, disruptive, an outsider, cool underdog, frivolous, limited, traitor, unpredictable

As a result

if you put these two together you'll get- Karina!

P.S. More desirable and useful to use in hot form!!

Shelf life - unlimited 
Oh yeah,  dont forget to add there 2 grams of talent and few drops of love. and dont worry, these things grow like yeast

pictures with bottles

I just hate pictures where girls cuddling with bottles
what's the point? that they're trying to say? "I'm so cool! " I sit with a bottle! "Now I get drunk and you can quickly get to me? Or what? fuckedup

Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus

Recently, i was convinced that abstinence is very bad. But personally, i have no other choice. ha.
Lately, i have often turned on(or excited/i don't kno how is right on eng. ), but on that all ends. i mean - no extension.
All of my orgasms staying with me. And it's bad.
But what about  lonely spitting into eternity? (i mean masturbation)
No! i'm bored alone! And sometimes even disgusting.
Well, in general, because of all this i have ovaries ache(
Aaaaaaand! in this i found a parallel with the guys!As everyone knows, if guy are excited but dont finish,  then their balls are hurts.It turned out the same thing happens with  girls.i dont kno maybe not all, but personally with me  - yes. What a lovely similarity between us. Probably because men and women love each other very much? Yin-yang style? i am very inclined to this view.
Men are from Mars, Women are from Venushah maybe i'm a woman from Mars?
not in sense that i am transvestite, ha, no. but in sense that Mars sometimes is much closer to me than Venus. gravity? attraction to opposite? then it means that i am 100% real woman!
fine)
 CONCLUSION: The lack of proximity may be badly affect your health.

THE LAND OF PLAY(but in fact it is a poem about drugs, i think)

(I found it in the children's book of verses)

When at home alone i sit
And am very tired of it,
I have just to shut my eyes (Yeah, of course, and to swallow a few pills)
To go sailing through the skies -
To go sailing far away
To the pleasant Land of Play;
To the fairy land afar
Where the Little People are;
Where the clover-tops are trees,
And the rain-pools are the seas,
And the leaves like little ships
Sail about on tiny trips.