04/10/2010

few words or scribble

- The human mind - unique! And I am very sorry that we are using it for only three percent. And to some extent I feel sorry for those who use it for a little more, and immediately and automatically condemned to solitude.


- I finished story. And btw this story is dedicated to one person, which is better if I didn't call.
Several years ago I started writing story. About girl that I wanted to be. (Actually like all writers, I tried to create such character, as I myself would like to be)I finished writing in spring and now I realize that I not like this girl in story. When I first started writing, all events was fictional. Writing a few pages I forgot about this story. But then, a few years later I found it and reread. I don't know how it happened, but  events in story eventually came to me in real life.Not quite literally but very very similar. It was confuse me! And I thought: "Hmm ... my imagination become reality, I shall continue to write!"And in that moment everything that was in reality instantly shifting and no longer correspond to story. I know why it happened. Because when I first started, I did it by accident and didn't think it will come to life. But when I'm aware continue story, I did it on purpose, wishing that in reality. And you know, this whole secret of desires. When you want something fleeting, and quickly dismiss these thoughts, desire immediately comes true.But when you constantly think about it and you cannot let go, it lives only in your head. Anyway I'm glad. 
As a result, story quite amusing, sarcastic and soulful. There are many adventures and pleasant descriptions.A lot of stupid things, mistakes, lies, doubts, fears, shy, and irrevocable decisions.And most importantly, this story is instructive, and is based ALMOST on real events.(Rather, not events. Rather, human feelings and characters in this story are same as in life)

Absurd of life - fiction became reality and reality became fantasy. 
Oh yeah, I forgot, story is called "Such many chapters. Such many words. And all about this fucking love " haha
Very corny, I know. But it's a working title. Maybe I change.

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