Success and pride! or simply - the failure

I've finished course of English. it was fun, amusing, exciting and very very helpful(as you can see below)!!!I am constantly amused my class and got the nickname "Queen of the lateness" because of the 3 months I arrived in time only one time.
 teacher said that she loves me but...

haha.yeah. so better not talk to me

somewhere in trees...

I found this pic on Internet.
And I really like. Pleasure to watch. After this I feel pleased. And I wrote this poem/text

Somewhere in  trees
I found pink peace,
White smoke of dust,
Where is my lust?
My blindly lust
For love for trust.
For sleepless nights,
For endless fights.
My lust for all
Who falls in hole,
For all who dead,
Who stay in bed.
Who wants to sleep when you can not,
Who wanna be too much! a lot!
Who live so fast
Who need conquest.
And so depressed,
When stand abreast.
Where is my place?
Where face to face
Myself and I
Begin to try.
Where is my coast,
What we are lost?
Where my distance,
Where my essence,
Where is my past,
Where does my lust?