there's nothing worse than loving someone who's never going to stop disappointing you.
you learn to accept the person as he is. you suffer. you become enlightened.
Love is the harmony of good and evil. Love without pain is not love.
If only it were as good as we want it, then we wouldn't have desires, we wouldn't have sought to the changes, and life would be deadly boring, one-sided.
usually  evil, outweighs good, but due to this good becomes much more valuable. as museum piece, as delicacy. evil in the nature of things as a necessity, good as a gift. But unfortunately, we, are human beings, tend to take evil as an undeserved punishment and good as a tribute. Although, personally I think that we never getting more than we deserve. we are never getting more than we can bear.
 my disordered thoughts smoothly flow from wind in a net
I just know how to think, I like to think, but it is quite useless and unproductive exercise.  
Who know, may someday it at least a little will help someone to understand something important, because while reading such stream of thought you also begin to think and your brain blender begins to grind information faster, or vice versa, such porridge like a bog for your mind . 
or may someday it will help me feel better