just higher and higher. older and older. though why I'm exaggerating? I heard that up to 25 years, people continue to grow. oh please, not just in the width
several hours to 22 and I should take stock of the past year. I hate to think about it (because usually I can not remember anything good) but do it with own will
just later something becomes clearer.
Well, let's start with the bad:
- during the year I didnt find a decent job for the soul
- I still live with my parents
- I head over ears in debt
- my dog is very slowly and painful dying all this year
- I ruined my teeth, started sluggishly flowing bulimia and I'm losing hair
- I didnt finished repair in the room and my "bed" is not even similar to bed
- I forgot how to be alone
- future still not clear and scary for me
- Now it seems to me that what I want is quite impossible, but sake fuck, I know that it only seems so
- my baby is not happy
- I tried not good enough, I initially at 21 didnt set desired goals for the year, and now all of this helter-skelter
- I threw out all the trash. I threw out everything that I do not need. not even drop of doubts nor of regrets second. and this is very ambiguously
2 - I got rid of friends. true. and I put it in the good side because they distracted me. to distract me, it's very easy, I like to pay attention to everything around. but with the appearance of really significant priorities, I realized how much of time (and alot of money too) I spent on all sorts of parties, clothes, booze, etc. I cant say that I dont like it. I just got tired of it. it's boring, it's very limited things. I certainly love to have fun and this is the best for today that I can do, but getting something much larger, stronger, nicer and deeper than fun you instantly discover the price of this happiness, and all becomes clear
+ You cant have many friends, usually the term "many friends" called loneliness. (Im confident that many of you know what that means), friend, he is one, and I have my friend. so what if he is also my lover!?
- I began to actively and diligently make music and the funniest thing, I see in this fraction of future
- T-shirts
- I had 2 best weeks in my life, no, better to say I had 2 weeks of life, which will soon continue, and I believe that will continue over and over again
- compared with last September I lost 10 kilograms. I'm still fat but is a little better
- I still hold on tradition to do at least one video every two months
- I realized that important thing is not to fuss and did not in a hurry. everything that is yours, it will be yours anyway. sometimes you dont even need to specially do something and do not want, and then you start to get
- simultaneously with the above, I assert that all efforts are worthwhile. if you try- everything as you want that in the end
- and the most sweetest and beautiful, I have the coolest thing in the world, in my life is love, and I'm not even going to explain anything here.
- I have desires, goals, and slowly but surely I'm coming.
