18/03/2011

when in forest of hair arises some questions

Which came first? idea or material? some kind of material has created an idea? but if so, then material could not be just like that, it had to be invented. So initially it was supposed to be an idea. So you can dig deeper and deeper, and these two things will always surpass each other. for example me, i was just an idea in material minds of my parents and after a stormy night of love after nine months i've turned into in material which over the years began to create ideas out of which comes material (sometimes) ha
Or can be idea was physical and visual, and material was judiciously and spiritual? i feel that it was something complete, something one. Like time and existence. Not something that we imagine, but something that cannot be understood just like that. Although in essence, people are exactly same wild combination of contrast and opposites, consists of material (flesh and blood, bacteria...) and mind (but not in the sense mind as the brain, or animal instincts and emotions that i'd rather classify to physical and material. i mean the mind as the highest point of spirituality. soul, spirit, feelings, etc.)But then, by this, we have - material idea and ideological material. Anyway - Like begets like. and if you will learn yourself, then eventually you will find the answer. (btw many important - to know the question)
Be attentive to your thoughts. any idea can be put into reality because if it was not possible, then those ideas never should came to a head. But if something is already there, hence it already exist.
But you know what? Fuck it! Fuck it and never mind. Cuz all this doesn't have a sense if you cannot feel it. and begin to feel it only possible when you love. (oh and more, don't forget about the question - what is love and what this word differs from those descriptions that you relate to it)
hah. this is my shitty formula