09/08/2012

How important it is to stay the way you were when someone fell in love with you

But this is not the story of our first meeting, it's just a lovely moment that is so nice to remember.
I just love early morning. The moment, before thoughts of people woke up and covered the atmosphere. Last week in Kiev was incredibly hot and the mood was so disgusting. Melted brain, boiling body. But yesterday and today are much better. Morning, light breeze, I had time to tell my minion important words, now I swallowing oatmeal with peach and finally feel that things are not so bad. Often it seems that life is shit, boring and monotonous, but returning to my memories, I understand that it is not. Life is full of wonderful moments, and they just must be short, they always have to end so they were precious and unique.

  One nice moment easily outweighs a week of monotony and gloom. From the side your memories may seem completely obvious, banal,  but in fact, for us everything we encountered the first time is always unique. Who if not you can know how you felt at one time or another, what was going on in your soul. I think only one, who was with you side by side and shared the experience with you. All that is happening now, tomorrow will be yesterday. Therefore all of us should work right now for our memories tomorrow.

December. A modest and nice Bielefeld. post xmas hangover. (If you're in Germany then get ready to be constantly with a black mouth of mulled wine(Glühwein), this time of year there's a lot of it). 
On the street is very cold, but we don't care. We are sitting outside (because you can't smoke inside, I hate such places), and drink some drinks with ice. Really cold but we don't give a shit. After all, we got a free pack of biscuits and card with a crow. Sitting and rubbing against each other. No longer so cold, and we're staring at German who seem to brother of Scooter. Fire!
It was a very good time. Gifts, walks, parties, songs. We've broken cups (only for good luck) of mulled wine which we had to return it. oh yeah, rebel rebel. And another German man Heinz showed us his penis pierced christmas toys. 
About the last thing is not true

03/05/2012

ZOMBIE DREAMS

(Maybe i just watched too passionately the walking dead and can't wait for 3th season but it was long ago anyway)
 It was sooo fucking scary!
 I live in two worlds. The usual shitty, in which we all live and the world is captured by zombies. several times I had a dream about the end of the world. In the world only zombies, and few, escaping, groups of people. I am one of the groups. Everywhere ruins. Panic. Fear. Attack. Battles. Traps. The chase. Death. Chaos.
 An eerie feeling of helplessness and hopelessness. I learned how to kill. Chopping the head of zombies. all the time I running away and save. I have a dagger and a sword. When I wake up I feel that I really visited the war. I do not relax during sleep. I'm always in a tone, expecting an attack. In my dream I can not sleep, all the surviving people do not sleep already for a few weeks. Around a lot of traps. I'm trying to come up with a strategy but all a failure.
 The last thing I thought that there are no more options, zombies slowly come and all the shelters and hiding places will be destroyed. There is no salvation. I think it is better to kill myself. And then I thought, maybe it's worth to try to lure all the zombies in the ocean?And then blow up the ocean. Then I woke up.
 We'll see what happens next)
P.S. Once, I even played the role a zombie.